Being Azury

Happy 28th birthday to Siti Buntat and 18th (ke 19th?) to dearest Anna. May all your wishes come true, and God bless!

It’s 4.27am and I can’t sleep. Well, can’t get back to sleep actually because Dania woke me up just now requested for milo and when I offered her plain water she got pissed off. So kena la mama bancuhkan air untuk Cik Dania sayang. So since now I’m wide awake, let’s talk about my life today. I woke up yesterday morning feeling dizzy, probably because of the nausea I had the nite before (nope, I’m not pregnant people!) Thinking about what to serve for breakfast but found out that it was already served on the table, thanks to my helper Rahma.( Sorry dear, it should be my turn serving breakfast on weekends but I just couldn’t help it today). Around 10am mom called from Temerloh asking me to get to her house because some anti termite people is coming for the scheduled treatment. Dania insist to follow and when we were there, she kept trailing me around because she was so afraid of the indian strangers in grandma’s house, at one point she screamed like mad when I got out of her sight. Hehe tu la nak ikut sangat sape suruh ;p When the guys left we went to the loo and while Dania’s on the bowl she suddenly said "Dania sayang sangat kat mama, mama sayang tak kat Dania?" Aduh, cair hatiku! She then asked how much I love her and my answer was "Hanya tuhan saja yang tahu berapa banyak mama sayang Dania". Don’t know whether she understood or not but she just smiled My heart still melts now…

Ok sambung cerita. When we arrived home my dizziness got worse, probably caused by the smell of the racun anai2. But since I’ve promised earlier to my schoolmate to donate some clothes today (he will pass it on to orphanage) kena la jugak bukak kotak2 and almari, sort out old clothes. Petang baru siap, bertimbun2 rupanya! No wonder our drawer was so stuffed sampai nak tutup pun kena hentak2 sket but still I never feel like we have enough to wear ;p Oh, and we also donated some children toys and buai baby (we had three sets, macam nursery!). When everything was done I was left feeling good about myself because I know what I gave away is going to make someone’s life better, and also definitely because I finally got rid of the clutters and reclaim back the spaces in my drawer. Bravo azury!! (If only I can pat my own back for the good job done.. ngehehe…)

Ok sambung cerita lagi, walaupun mata dah mula mengantuk. For lunch today, I cooked sup ayam and ikan kembong goreng sambal. Nafis makan banyak sebab banyak sup boleh hirup2. And Dania as usual memang makan byk la, sampai kena pesan makan tak boleh tambah sebab nasi dah bubuh banyak. Macam ibu tiri bunyinye.. isk! Then around 5pm Shah minta tolong marinate his lamb tenderloins in the freezer tapi tak dapat buat sebab dah penat gile masa tu. (Sorry sayang, I promise I’ll do it tomorrow). After maghrib we load all the clothes in the car and head off to setiawangsa to meet my friend, only to find that he was not home yet and was trapped in a traffic jam somewhere. Hungry like hell so we decided to try a johor restaurant recommended by my boss. We arrived at Mak Tim Sajian Warisan Johor and were shocked to see people lining up to get seat. Thrilled by the menu, we ordered soto nasi, mee rebus baidali, nasi beriyani gam ayam & tauhu bakar. Unfortunately tauhu bakar habis so ganti otak2. And unfortunately again ayam beriyani habis so ganti ayam masak merah. But despite the series of unfortunate events we left the place smiling because Shah really loved his soto, my mee rebus was super duper excellent and Dania & Nafis loved their nasi beriyani, although we felt like nasi tu tak berapa original johorian beriyani gamnye. Nevertheless, big burp! Alhamdulillah.

My schoolmate came over to the restaurant to collect the donated stuffs. Good to see him after few years, even though I don’t remember talking to him at school. But for good cause, I will support anybody for it. So there goes, my life on 5th April. Quite meaningful and exciting.. so can’t wait for tomorrow to come. Ok peeps, got to catch some beauty sleep now. Nite! Err.. or morning, whatever

Good day mate! If u r one of my fans who frequently browsing my blog for updates (hohoho!), sorry if I disappointed u. Honestly, there were few posts that I’ve drafted and attempted to upload here but somehow it didn’t happen because I thought it wasn’t appropriate to be published worldwide. Some of it were quite nasty and might hurt a few souls because I wrote it while I’m mad and emotional.. isk! Trust me, you wouldn’t want to read it too. However, I will try my best to keep this blog updated. Who knows, probably one day Dania & Nafis will be reading this too and that’s a good reason for me to keep on blogging…

Election
Day is just two days away. And I’m feeling quite excited because this is going to be
my first time voting. Last four years terlambat register so I missed out the
opportunity, still remembered that my mom labeled me as an irresponsible
Malaysian citizen So this time around, I’m going to
use my right to vote for the good of our mankind.. haha, poyo gile! :p Frankly
guys, talking about politics are not really my thing. I would rather talk about
my children, or the new pair of Giordano pants I just bought (gosh, it’s so
gorgeous I just have to mention it here). But since everybody around me is
talking about nothing but politics, especially my Kelantanese officemates.. I
kinda get bitten by the bugs too. All this while, I’ve been exposed to lots of
BN’s campaigns because I only read pro-gov newspaper, I only watch pro-gov tv news, my
mom in-law is the Timbalan Ketua Wanita UMNO kat kampung, and my mom is a gov
servant herself so mestilah pro-gov jugak kan. But recently bila dah dekat nak
mengundi ni my officemate started buying Harakah and Siasah, and we also watched
a lot of opposition campaign over the internet especially on uTube. After receiving
so much shocking revelations and exposures, probably I kena buat sembahyang
istikharah la esok minta petunjuk dari Allah because right now, I find it so
hard to decide on who’s right and who’s wrong. Hey, maybe you guys should check
out some of these videos too. Go to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FFRA0fwXcnk
and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=COm3D6FDmwY
. And please be advised that I takde niat langsung nak menghasut or whatsoever. Takde
pekdah pun. It’s just that to me, all of this information is knowledge and
definitely knowledge is the only thing that can help us makes a fair judgement and wise decision, tak gitu? Oh, and speaking about niat, my husband just forward me an SMS of
what was called Niat Mengundi and it goes like this; “Sahaja aku mengundi ikut
Barisan pangkah Bulan kerana Keadlian”. Hehe.. quite funny. Ok, got to go. Selamat Mengundi Malaysia!

I am
practically rabun from the day I was born. And when the rabunness was detected
at the age of 6, I started wearing glasses. When I was 18, my mom decided that
it was time for me to transform from an ugly duckling to a beautiful swan (keh
keh!) so she generously sponsored my first pair of contact lenses. Finally, my
life was free from the hideous glasses! I happily get rid of it and never wear
it again… until recently…

My permanent
contact lenses expired and I bought a new disposable pair from England Optical.
After a while, my eye started feeling uncomfortable, pedih2 and sometimes
itchy. I thought that I’m allergic to the disposable lenses so I changed back
to permanent lenses. But still, none of the problems solved so the only option
I had at that time was… to wear glasses again. Uhuk.. uhuk… mencinye, tak
suke!!

That was the
moment I decided to have my eye checkup for Laser Surgery. Gosh, the word
SURGERY itself freaks the hell out of me! But then again, no pain… no gain,
right? (Sort of, I guess.. sebab org kata laser surgery ni tak sakit pun. Ye
ke?) So.. I went to Optimax, got a basic eye checkup and the result was: Mata
anda sesuai untuk dilaser, yahoo! Dah suke dah sket. But due to different
thickness of the cornea, I can’t have the same surgery for both eyes. Right eye
kena buat Intralasik, left eye Lasek (tak ingat la apa bezanya tapi Intralasik
tu lagi cepat recover la). After the eye test, I get to sit one to one dengan
sorg mamat Optimax ni yg dengan lajunya menerangkan prosedur2 di atas & dgn
lancarnya menjawab soalan2ku yang pelbagai. Habis semua, kitorang pun balik.

But two
months later, until today, I still haven’t decided whether to get the laser
surgery or not. I guess some of the factors that bother me are: (1) Due to my high power, there’re possibilities
that I might get rabun back after a few years. (2) My mom; yang generously sponsored my
first pair of contact lenses 10 years ago, kali ini membangkang hasrat hatiku dengan
berkata, “Pakai spec aje la Long…”  Cheh, patah semangatku. Tapi heran jugak sebab dia pun pernah laser mata few years ago. Hhmm… 

So now… I’m in dilemma.  I need help! Advice me please. Anybody?

We just purchased a house. Developer kata 3 storey but I think it’s more like a 2 1/2 storey because the upper floor ada 1 bilik je. Hopefully siap tahun depan. Mula-mula nak beli ragu2 sket sebab rumah ni agak kecik 18′ x 65′, and I also feel that the design of the internal layout can be improved. Nevertheless, I think the location is superb because: (1) Dekat dengan rumah Ummi: Ini yg paling penting sebab kalau seminggu tak jumpa rasa mcm nak nangis (2) Belakang Giant: Takdela walking distance tapi sgt dekat.. very convenient (3) Near cemetary Abah: Kalau rindu boleh jalan je gi tgk dia (4) Opposite sekolah: Save duit bas.. hehe (5) Kawasan Melayu: Very important to us; and last but not least (6) Established neighbourhood: Kemudahan banyak & gerai makan sgtlah berlambak. Banyak lagi nak cerita sebenarnya tapi kena gi Mindef plak. To be continued…

I just arrived from Teluk Intan last nite, 11 pm. Oh dear.. penat tak hilang lagi ni. The trip, which usually takes about 2 1/2 hours, lasted 5 hours yesterday dua to unforeseen circumstances and irresistable temptation ;p - berhenti makan @ Garden Seafood, Tg. Malim (their Butter Prawn and Homemade Tofu are HEAVENLY), bumper to bumper traffic @ PLUS Highway caused by few car accidents & tanah runtuh (Abang, more work order for u coming up) and not forget to mention the cats and dogs rain. Somehow, I think the cats and the dogs manage to find their way into our car and possessed our two little angels - they fought endlessly all the way from perak sampai KL. Lots of screaming, scratching, hitting and crying.. tension mama! Menambahkan lagi kepada ketensionan mama adalah the few ‘interesting’ game they manage to thick of to entertain themselves. Game No. 1 : The motorcycle game. Poor mama becomes the motorcycle and both of them sit on my lap. At first it’s quite fun tapi bila kaki mama dah setat sakit, penderitaanku pun bermula. Game No. 2 : Main beranak-beranak. Yes guys, believe or not, this angels played the game of giving birth. Inspired by Discovery Health and Living yang mama terover watch one time ago, Dania or Nafis will take turn laying down in their ‘hospital’ and give birth. Nafis, when he’s ‘done’, will innocently said "Kakak, Nafis dah beranak". Oh God, what have I done? Game No. 3 : Main basuh b*rak. Ala, yg ni geli la nak cerita. Tapi you all boleh agak la kan how the game is played; involve squatting, pooping & washing up. Nasib baik tak wash up each other’s.

Finally we arrived home dan hanya Allah sahaja yang mengetahui betapa leganya hati mama dan ayah. Kalau lama lagi dalam kereta tu, ntah ape lagi la idea anak-anak mama ni. i guess this is what they call… CREATIVE THINKING? Well, to rest my mind in peace, let’s just put it that way

Yesterday at work was like any normal day, only a little extra sleepy ;p 5.30pm, rasa cam nak balik tapi dok ghalit baca blog si budar. Sampai nangis2 baca bab Konvokasi (I miss him too dar.. ) So anyway, ada sorang senior at my office ni tgh kalut2 cause he has a flight to catch. I guess he wanted to meet one of the bosses tapi tak sempat (I have 3 big boss, sorg base kat ofis and lagi dua macam chipsmore). So he left me with a big envelope, suruh pass to one of the chipsmore boss who will be arriving shortly. Ok, no problem. Now I have a good reason to stay and go through budar’s blog

Soon the boss arrived and I gave him the envelope. Just as I wanted to walk out of his room, he handed me a cheque. It has my name on it, with a written figure of RM2,000.00. Aik, gaji ke? Couldn’t be. Jadi apakah ini? Nak kata bonus pelik gak hujung bulan februari company kasi bonus. Bila tanya, boss kata it’s an incentive. Incentive apa? Dia suruh tanya my senior yg gi outstation tadi. My.. my… two thousand out of the blue, my feet rasa cam tak jejak lantai dah

So I gave my senior a call and he said that I’ve been helping him out a lot and that’s his way of saying thank you. Haha.. YOU’RE MOST WELCOME! Jadi inilah yang dikatakan rezeki jatuh dari langit, kuasa Allah yang Maha Besar, tengah ngantuk2 tiba2 orang bagi duit Alhamdulillah….

Oooppss.. and before I forget, to my boss : I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Really boost my self motivation. Hari ni kena lebih rajin dari semalam ok!

Hi there! Welcome. For your information, this is my first blog ever. If you blog, I guess you might understand why I’m feeling quite nervous right now.. knowing that my private life can now be accessed by the whole world, as if I’m angelina jolie and everybody wants to read about me.. hehe… :p So here I am, exposing my life to you. Hoping to share bits of it and by doing so..  helps me cope with my life. EMOTIONS, whether happy or sad, excited or frustrated, can be overwhelming at times and I think the best way of coping is by letting it out. Ok, so I have to admit that I share almost everything with my husband but sometimes… I wonder if he listen to what I’m saying or he just hear me talking? Huhu… sedey nye.. So I assume that, if you’re still reading this post, it already proves that you’re interested in listening to whatever I’m saying, which is good enough for me. And I guess the best part is, I can pour my heart out without any interruption.. hahaha, gila kuase! J Ok guys, feel free to leave any feedback or comment, whatever you feel like saying. Thank you for your time, terima kaseyyy!!!